Silent is Silver

First, i never agree that "Silent is Gold". I always believe if we always silent or be quiet, we won't be able to get anything that we want because we just "silent" and no one will know what we really need. So i made my own motto : SILENT IS SILVER

But today i kinda regret my new motto because many people that i call "friend" was bullying me at my school with many "secret" information which everyone know because i wrote that "secret" information in this blog.

WHAT THE FU*K !!! They told the girl that i like so much about this "secret" information in front of me.
My face turn into red and i can't say anything. I'm out of words. They make me looks like a fool and i'm really embarrassed. I'm dying in that time.

I shouldn't wrote that "secret" information in this blog, but i don't have any media to share with. My old best friends are way too far to reach. My new best friend also can't keep my word. What kind of best friend are they ? Maybe i don't have any best friend at all.. BECAUSE OF THAT, i share my "secret" information in this blog.. But that's not really important now.


She already knows that i like her and i think she gives me some chances to get closer to her, but in my vision i see that she gives the same opportunity for every boy to get closer to her # Damn !!

Finally, i understand that she is not the best for me (and i'm also not the best for her)
But i can't erase my feeling about her that easy, so i think it will takes some time and while i'm waiting to find the best girl for me, why don't we see a "stupid" photo that i made for "her" :'

A for ???

And that's it.. THE END </3